Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Paul Email -29July2013- Mark 15

How you doin? Whatta night last night. I was wide awake at 12am, 1am, 2am, and 4am. I had broken sleep between 4am and 5am. I was woken up by some of the more disturbing/weird dreams I've ever had. One dream that I couldn't get out of, involved Stacey and I being at Flyers/Penguins playoff game in Pittsburgh. We had free tickets that only allowed us in the outer rim of the building. I had a Pens jersey on so not to get in a fight. In the building they were selling Flyers jerseys, but none that fit me. Stacey was flirting with men and they kissed her. I pointed out to the men that we were married and hit them in the head with a sauce pot and they died. This went on for what seemed like forever. WAY weird. The worse part is, every night before bed, I turn my affection toward God and pray for Him to reveal Himself to me in my dreams. I find these types of nights and dreams more then curious. Mark 15 today.

29 Those who passed by hurled insults at him, shaking their heads and saying, “So! You who are going to destroy the temple and build it in three days, 30 come down from the cross and save yourself! 31 In the same way the chief priests and the teachers of the law mocked him among themselves. “He saved others,” they said, “but he can’t save himself! 32 Let this Messiah, this king of Israel, come down now from the cross, that we may see and believe.” Those crucified with him also heaped insults on him. (Mark 15:29-32)
The part that stood out to me today was Jesus' obedience, servant hood, and love for us. He could have easily saved Himself, but He didn't. The other thing was the 2 men crucified with Him. Marks version doesn't tell of the one mans recognition of Jesus or his repentance or of Jesus' response to him. Both men, "heaped insults on him". I think my sin heaps insults on Him. We are called to be crucified with Christ, but I don't recall anything about heaping insults on Him. I think that the story of Jesus' crucifixion affects me so much because I can see my roll or part in that day. We're taught that Jesus died for ALL sin... past, present, and future. So, my part on that day is the sin that I still commit. This is why I'm desperately seeking Jesus' righteousness. It is offered to me/us. Jesus did what He did out of love for me/us. The least I can do is love Him back. It shouldn't be that hard to love Him, honor Him, and seek a relationship with Him. Love Him today. COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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